workinwifdakids wrote:I've been held at gunpoint by law enforcement twice. The second time there was a deputy in front of me and another behind me, guns drawn. Both were less than six feet from me.
Here's the scary part: they were both screaming their heads off, and I all I could hear was what sounded like dogs barking.
I have no recollection of what they said and no idea what they did or what I did. Complete tunnel vision, hearing gone, time speeding up and slowing down. Wild stuff.
Which is EXACTLY why if you're not sure of what to do, do NOTHING while keeping your hands clear and empty. FREEZE is something they know and understand, they also know and understand not everyone speaks English, can understand their screamed commands and also know that if you make no movements at all, you're not a threat to them. When they stop screaming and can hear you, you can ask them to have only ONE officer give you commands (and it's REALLY sad that a department of that size can't seem to get their officers to coordinate their approach to a reported "armed man" in a fashion to take him down safely and in control).
Hell, they *might* have even considered waiting for them to exit the store and take him down in the parking lot or even perform a "hot stop" on his car. However, NONE of us were there, NONE of us saw what was happening, NONE of us heard what was said and/or who said it, but we ALL know we wish things had been handled differently - unfortunately, they weren't. And for that, ALL those involved have my sympathies, ESPECIALLY those who loved and were in love with Erik Scott - by all accounts an OUTSTANDING individual who had a LOT of things going on in his life and a LOT to look forward to in a positive manner - I CERTAINLY do NOT view this as a "suicide-by-cop" incident even though you can NEVER predict these kinds of things. He had FARRRRRRRrrrrrrr too much to live for and he apparently had a GREAT attitude towards the future and his life in general.
As I've said before, it's a shitty deal all the way around.
I know if I was one of the officers involved and had my gun drawn and one of the other officers screamed "GUN!" and followed with shouts to: "drop it!", "put it down!", "get on the ground!", "freeze - police!" and then heard a shot or two, I can certainly understand why I might be inclined to eliminate the threat to my partners also.
This is why I can understand and feel for ALL sides in this shooting incident, and why I'm glad I was never involved in such a situation as I'm sure it would haunt me until the day I died even when they ruled in our favor - but that would NEVER eliminate the nightmares, the second-guessing, the civil lawsuits, the replaying of the shooting OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER to the point where you get SICK of hearing certain words and tones of voice giving commands. Yes, it CAN drive you into early retirement even if the shooting was FULLY justified. NOBODY can escape their conscious and for some it can become too much to take, they eat their barrel (even if they were proven LEGALLY right - but can't escape their morality) or do some other self-destructive behavior hoping they might kill themselves.
I've seen it in people I know and respected, and it's not a good thing to witness the slow slide into hell when someone continually plays over and over inside their head the way they WISH things had happened, but you can't change the past and it's also why cops have one of the highest divorce rates and suicide rates of many professions.
I THANK GOD that no matter how close I came, I never had to shoot anyone of anything - and yet EACH one was completely and fully justified in my pulling the trigger, but I didn't believe it was necessary, and there are several people still walking this earth because I chose to NOT squeeze that trigger (although I had a lot of pressure on it and the hammer was coming back (I carried my S&W 586 even after the dept went to semi-autos).
Once you drop that hammer, you can't take it back, not matter how much you'd like to be able to do so, you can't rewind time (or marriages). I thank God I never had to shoot anyone, or even their pets!!
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!!!
But for the grace of God, there are many instances if I was a few minutes earlier, or a few minutes later, or perhaps something happened to my partner and I had to cover them, or we started catching rounds from nearby apartments (up in Linda Vista, for a while we were catching rifle rounds whenever we responded to the LV Rec Center for crimes committed there and we just used patrol units - NOT SWAT), and we'd roll up in there with shotguns in our laps and handguns drawn and once in a while we'd see guys running with guns in their hands, but we're no fools and going to run into an ambush with them having RIFLES against out shotguns and handguns, so they'd get away to shoot at us another day.
This went on for a few months until we got some good intel and started taking them down during the day when they weren't ready for us.
I've already posted enough about what I think *MIGHT* have happened and some things they *MIGHT* have done better, but like I said before,
I wasn't there and can only express my sincere condolences to the family's and friends involved 'cause I GUARANTEE
ALL of them are suffering!